I am asking any of you, every single one of you struggling at the moment, the ones that think ‘I want to recover, but at the same time I don’t’ Please please please I beg of you try, try make things better, go for the positive things and turn around your life while you can. You may be thinking, I am just going to continue and fall deeper down but I beg of you please fight. Please battle everyting wrong and look for the good things. You deserve a good life, you deserve so much, and once you lose that choice as much as you think you won’t, you will regret it. This may sound patronising or whatever but I really don’t mean it that way, I just don’t want anything to happen to anyone when nobody deserves it, I know so many people that if they had the choice would go back and change things while they can. It will be hard, it will take so much strength but you can do it, I believe in you and I beg of you to try. You don’t want to let it get worse, you don’t want to fall deeper. Please stay strong, you can do anything you put your mind to, you just need to put your mind to it.